I can’t begin to even understand how people can lead normalish lives after an immense emotional distress. I seriously feel empty. A complete husk of who I once was. When do you even start to care.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt this much pain in my life.

"I never forget anyone… They always forget me…. That’s what hurts the most about it all…. The fact that I’m forgettable and unimportant to most people…"


happy halloween. its fucking halloween every day from now until the end of october. happy fucking halloween